will it hurt?

I can’t help myself, I love it, the attention when you say my name,

But now I can’t think of what to say next, what to write to you tonight,

My hair is a mess, and I can feel a little stress,

You say that you like those shows, do you have a favourite?

I could give you recommendations for other things,

but I don’t want to shove things down your throat, or do I?

A message from you was a real big surpise, I did not expect to hear from you,

We only spoke briefly and gave you my details,

You seemed nice when I patted your dog,

I liked sitting by the river under that tree,

With magpies dancing from branch to branch,

The sunlight shining through the leaves,

My warm skin under my skirt,

New love, will it hurt?

Still here

Alone on this stupid rock, I trace a path back,

Follow the bread crumbs and try to find,

Find where I lost myself so terribly bad,

To that demon that wanted everything I had,

I will walk my own path next, I will not follow,

I make the rules and I will not bend,

This is my path to take, absorbing some self control

making plans

Cold and hungry, dog on my bed so not lonely, I rest my feet, boots on the ground, thinking of a meal, Whatever I do tonight is not a big deal, room for good vibes, What is planned for tomorrow? …

Uncool

I don’t wear the right clothes,

I don’t say the right things,

I try to be friendly,

But my thoughts are all negative,

I want to be loved, get notes sent to me,

I look pretty on the outside but you keep your distance,

I have things to do, this is nothing new,

Try to not be clingy, but the things you do excite me,

I want to be around you

On one Knee

There are many ways to peel an orange,

And even more ways to make you happy,

Thinking of all the ways to love you,

But it is up to you to say a “yes’

and “I do”.