warmth

I feel the warmth of your inner thigh,

my heart beats and the room heats,

lips I want to kiss, skin I want to touch,

my hips pressed against yours,

A warmth in your body I want to explore.

making plans

Cold and hungry, dog on my bed so not lonely, I rest my feet, boots on the ground, thinking of a meal, Whatever I do tonight is not a big deal, room for good vibes, What is planned for tomorrow? …

Uncool

I don’t wear the right clothes,

I don’t say the right things,

I try to be friendly,

But my thoughts are all negative,

I want to be loved, get notes sent to me,

I look pretty on the outside but you keep your distance,

I have things to do, this is nothing new,

Try to not be clingy, but the things you do excite me,

I want to be around you

Splinter

I do things that i want,
Not just doing as i am told,
And its scary and lonely,
Even i dont know me,
Give me a hug,
All i want to do is talk deep,
A false love to depend on,
Means more to me then getting my fuck on,
Learning to stand tall,
Make sense of it all,
Crippling loneliness,
Give it to me,
Find my feet,
Fall back down, on repeat,
Scars on me knees,
Hey its okay,
Heart bigger than my skin,
Be nice and greatful when loved one say goodbye,
Pitty party inside i die,
But a little tear and tear,
My heart is growing bigger,
Just doing all the things I want.