I don’t wear the right clothes,

I don’t say the right things,

I try to be friendly,

But my thoughts are all negative,

I want to be loved, get notes sent to me,

I look pretty on the outside but you keep your distance,

I have things to do, this is nothing new,

Try to not be clingy, but the things you do excite me,

I want to be around you


I do things that i want,
Not just doing as i am told,
And its scary and lonely,
Even i dont know me,
Give me a hug,
All i want to do is talk deep,
A false love to depend on,
Means more to me then getting my fuck on,
Learning to stand tall,
Make sense of it all,
Crippling loneliness,
Give it to me,
Find my feet,
Fall back down, on repeat,
Scars on me knees,
Hey its okay,
Heart bigger than my skin,
Be nice and greatful when loved one say goodbye,
Pitty party inside i die,
But a little tear and tear,
My heart is growing bigger,
Just doing all the things I want.