Can you be an individual in a pack?

In a room to loud,

I have been thinking about how I like to handle things,

living with other people, new people has throw of my internal balance,

where are my hours of pondering? where are my long walks?

I have had a moment to think of it all and have decided to make the most of my time,

I like long walks, I like doing solo activities, it not so much about sadness or anything like that,

I just need uninterrupted steam of consciousnesses to flow though me, to ground me to think it all though in my head, make the move when I am ready.

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My ideal office

I have been thinking about it for a while, but still a little sketchy on the details. What would be my dream office? What would make it so great?

1. to have a garden around the outside  of the office space, where you are allowed to spend time tending to the vegetable patches and plants.
2. has a kitchen where we cook communal meals
3. tables and chairs on the roof to sit and watch the city skyline.
4. Mandatory bright colourful crazy clothing to be warn in office.

Hmm that’s all for now. I would like to add to this list.

what is your ideal workplace? what would make it so great? Are you working a dream job?

tending to the garden

drenched is sweat, rain and dirt I tend to the garden,

in a meditative state, pulling out overgrown weeds,

entangled in trees, shrubs and plants.

Thoughts rush through my mind, and the feeling of purpose,

rushes over with every handful of weeds,

I am in my garden, getting in touch with life.

what I am grateful for today

1. that I was able to apply the skills I had learnt across several months into the one project I had today.
2. to have a better understanding of myself then I did yesterday
3. to have a warm space I can study in this winter
4. to have friends that make the effort to connect with me
5. that I have found things that I love and enjoy.