I wake up and nothing feels right,
Am I wasting my time?
Am I getting anywhere,
I need to sort, keep myself busy,
Find out what is and what is not,
Clothes, art supplies, gifts, and the rest,
I have so many papers, time gone by,
Finding all the things that I have half finished,
All those memories and exciting times,
I don’t know why I could not finish things,
Just an excited kid,
Maybe I am just a negative creep,
Maybe I am coming across as negative, so I apologies,
Should I be doing more,
Is what I am doing right?
Questions without answers flood my head,
Was it my fault, or just not my time,
A learning experience that hurt so bad,
Clean up, pack up,
All these memories have to go.