push back

Broken everything, I have the time, but do I have the mind?

I feel like it is slipping away… the pressure, the empty

feeling the pressure with no strength of my own to push back

sinking and driting.

Where does my words reach?

heal me

Sad song on repeat

Sad song, on repeat, kept close to my heart,

late nights, I need the rest, feeling ill,

My mind making me ill,

I am close to many, but tonight I’m all alone and tomorrow is to far

Tomorrow may not come, Tonight the night shadows me

 

Midnight til dawn

watching the shadows on the wall, waiting for dawn

Is there something wrong with me

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

 

watching the shadows on the wall, waiting for dawn

Is there something wrong with me

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

 

watching the shadows on the wall, waiting for dawn

Is there something wrong with me

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Dawn will come.

Reverberation.

It is funny when my world stops I seem to be somehwere adrift. I am trying to find my way into another direction, but out here in the ether I feel the weight of the silence. The quiet that asks me… am I doing something wrong, is it me that is the matter?

Quiet

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

I can’t sleep tonight

 

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

Is there something wrong with me,

It is so quiet out here, not a sound.

Too much love and not enough

I have been dating for six months now and feel like all this love coming and going from the one direction is a little difficult for me to deal with.

I enjoy my alone time, I think I think differently, I want to feel comfortable and silly in my own skin around my partner so that being with them is as comfortable as being apart.

This is a difficult one as I have not found a way to do that yet