Too much love and not enough

I have been dating for six months now and feel like all this love coming and going from the one direction is a little difficult for me to deal with.

I enjoy my alone time, I think I think differently, I want to feel comfortable and silly in my own skin around my partner so that being with them is as comfortable as being apart.

This is a difficult one as I have not found a way to do that yet

Organisation: Making room for new projects

There comes a point where I have too much stuff and no room to start a new project. Here I am taking the morning to downsize my project space clutter so that I have more space to create new projects, organize old projects.

As I sketch,document and note take heaps I have decided to standardize my sketches and cheaply. The best solution is a4 copy paper, I can grab what I need for the day, easily scan and then throw away/keep what is needed and what is not.

Stress less

EXHIBITION FURNITURE ART: Over the past month I had been really stressed, I had a big exhibition that I entered in very late, and the project seemed a bit more skilled than I had experience with. But that was delivered on the date and tonight is opening night, where I get to relax with friends maybe a little bit of wine and look at the other artworks.

RELATIONSHIP AND ALONE TIME: Another thing that was adding stress, is I am not single any more and dating has been a little tricky as before that I had plenty of time to distance myself and think deeply over long periods of time on topics. But dating and a relationship had cramped that alone time and thought space that I felt so comfortable in. I think it is just one of those kinks that me and my partner have to work out, how to not neglect alonetime.

UNIVERSITY: Handed in a few of my last assignments so in a way I am suddlenly surrounded by lots of time to not be places and do things which is a nice releaf to sleep in a little. I was so stressed about a presentation but, instead of keep pushing into a roadblock that I had hit, I took the project from a different angle and suddenly it is not the stress that it was but rather very playful and interesting and I will probably work on it during my spare time.

 

3 years with WordPress

I received a notification that I have been using wordpress to blog for three years now,

I did sign up three years ago but it after my first few post I had a big break before getting into it a year later.

I come here as a safe space to release my emotions onto a page, to deal with a difficult day.

Maybe think a plan over, or excitedly tell what I have no one else to tell.

What makes a consistant blog? habit, ritual, comfortable, easy of use, solitude

I write when I am alone at home when I want to be social online but I don’t really want to message anyone directly.

I feel comfortable here as it is fairly straight forward, I open up a page and start typing.

Familiar should go with comfortable, I have done it so often that it has become a familiar and comfortable space that I know.

What keeps you blogging? how long have you been blogging?