my limits

I was out in the cold for a long period of time today,

and felt I had reached my limit when I could not type anymore,

it is great to see that I am making myself more familar with the cold,

as I will need to be used to it by the start of next year.

sex with an ex

old love is calling me in,

and I wouldn’t mind being within,

but what does it all mean?

 

design history

I like to look a design history as a way to meditate on projects I am working on,

it allows me to have a better appreciation of systems, machines and practices.

How do you get in the right headspace when working on a project?

getting used to the cold

I am going on a hike in a few months and I want to get used to the cold,

I do my homework outside, I spend my lunches outside,

and hopefully soon i’ll do some sleeping outside,

I want being outside not to grind my gears,

I want to be comforatble with the breeze the weather, the glare on my screen.

still dreaming

I woke up with a image of you griding against me,

I happy feeling fills me and the room,

A hot day outside, enjoying a sleep in,

Your smile, your body, your lust,

The morning is made for moments like this.

design with what we have got

I see a lot of the world stuck with the perpetual motion of moving forward with design,

I see the rusted handles and overgrown plans, slitting wood,

and think to myself, I want to walk backwards in design,

use what is already there,

not to reinvent or innovate, but to appreciate.

office amungst the trees

my desk of leaves on an old wooden bench,

overgrown pot plants,

birds and breeze,

I can hear the sounds and feel the sun,

in my overgrown desk, amungst the trees.

cold nights made warm

I went camping two weeks ago and was freezing. I would like to be warmer next time I am out in the wilderness. I have read about double bagging, so having two sleeping bags that I will sleep in to create a warmer nights sleep I will try that out

 

looking in the wrong direction

I spent a lot of time looking for a lover that I had much in common with,

and we went and did exciting things, while also sharing a throbbing sex drive,

but it seems as though I had been searching in the wrong direction,

looking at date sites when I should have been checking out,

forums of similar interest.

a good read

I was waiting for a friend to get ready and I picked up a book that was sitting on there book shelf in their living room.

The White Tiger – by Aravind Adiga

A very captivating read about a a recolection of how a man managed to get out the slumbs in india.