I have been trying to sort out my f3elings towards my partner. I think it is good to take it slow and ask one question at a time. Not put too much on them. And not have these questions lingering in my head.
TToday’s question was how much intimacy/dates is adequate during busy life periods?
There comes a point where I have too much stuff and no room to start a new project. Here I am taking the morning to downsize my project space clutter so that I have more space to create new projects, organize old projects.
As I sketch,document and note take heaps I have decided to standardize my sketches and cheaply. The best solution is a4 copy paper, I can grab what I need for the day, easily scan and then throw away/keep what is needed and what is not.
EXHIBITION FURNITURE ART: Over the past month I had been really stressed, I had a big exhibition that I entered in very late, and the project seemed a bit more skilled than I had experience with. But that was delivered on the date and tonight is opening night, where I get to relax with friends maybe a little bit of wine and look at the other artworks.
RELATIONSHIP AND ALONE TIME: Another thing that was adding stress, is I am not single any more and dating has been a little tricky as before that I had plenty of time to distance myself and think deeply over long periods of time on topics. But dating and a relationship had cramped that alone time and thought space that I felt so comfortable in. I think it is just one of those kinks that me and my partner have to work out, how to not neglect alonetime.
UNIVERSITY: Handed in a few of my last assignments so in a way I am suddlenly surrounded by lots of time to not be places and do things which is a nice releaf to sleep in a little. I was so stressed about a presentation but, instead of keep pushing into a roadblock that I had hit, I took the project from a different angle and suddenly it is not the stress that it was but rather very playful and interesting and I will probably work on it during my spare time.