hearts break, late night at the party

I was so caught up being a good partner, 

A had a drink and chatted and relaxed, 

They were kissing others out of sight and then infront of me, 

I was right there, why not kiss me your partner, 

I knew things would get worse from there,

Late at night I went to bed exhasted, tired of watching my feelings be trampled, 

As i lay there stomach churning, I could here, 

Sounds that of sex and lust. 

Do I leave a love? Am I pathetic?