thinking it through in a poem

My body shakes, and I can’t sleep,

I feel all messed up, was dating you good for me?

Or just a cut getting deeper,

I know you will hurt me again,

Should I prepare, or leave.

You make me hate everyone in the room,

And now I think, should I share my feelings with you?

hearts break, late night at the party

I was so caught up being a good partner,

A had a drink and chatted and relaxed,

They were kissing others out of sight and then infront of me,

I was right there, why not kiss me your partner,

I knew things would get worse from there,

Late at night I went to bed exhasted, tired of watching my feelings be trampled,

As i lay there stomach churning, I could here,

Sounds that of sex and lust.

Do I leave a love? Am I pathetic?

while sketching and listening to the radio I came up with a design that I wanted to share.

“what is love?” was the theme.