my smile returned, and knowledge was yearned for again,
I will not issolate myself, or professs my briliants,
these things do nothing, for the community I want to be a part of,
my fikle mind, so easly trained, and so easily drained,
why all these good nutriants I can’t retain?
I am not myself 80% of the time, but when things are,
they sure work damn fine,
I smile and laugh, as I embrace every challenge,
I know this happy me was in there,
waiting to come out.