I feel as though the heavy weight of my perpetual sadness has been lifted from me,
I feel my centre of gravity returing as I put my feet on the ground and walk around,
happily absorbing the world like a sponge again,
I have been waiting for this waiting to find my way back,
So many mind exercises I have tried, and physical task to getmy head in the right place,
but it seems the most recent has made things a little more clearer,
I walked backwards in my mind,
where am I now?
where was I before this?
what did I do before that?
how far can I walk back?
now that I am here, I feel as though I am not in such a small space in my head,
but in a larger, day, week, month.