I go of on my adventures, and then just come home to nice people and a fridge full of food. but that has not always been there, and when its not it is hard. hard to deal with that you are on your own.
I feel lonely, but I am never really alone. I am happy when I am alone but dont feel lonely.
celibacy, is just an excuse to attempt not to get hurt by someone, but the trueth is everyone is going to hurt you
I would like do it, for a while, try and let my wounds heal. I heal slowly